low point

jake or rather my boss went back to his apartment last night and left his effing gf, or should i say his ex gf? hahaha! oh, i'm not with him YET. hahaha! anyway, after cleaning his cool apartment and cook for him [my mom's was a chef so she taught me how to cook, bake or whatever], i went outside with my laptop. you see, kahit na poor ako, may laptop paren na naiwan ni mama. this is the only memory that i have from her [except the pictures] since i sold the house and cars to pay for MY debts [my life has more downs than ups right now]. buti nalang mayaman 'tong bossing ko at wireless ang dsl nia, kaso hanggang garahe lang siempre


something wild but bad happened last night.

wade knew where i work and my job. i was a little bit embarassed but hey? what's wrong with my work? anyway, wade and i used to, you know but not anymore. i mean, not anymore till last night. while we were talking, we lead to.. you know. hay, i slept with him. it's been months since i had, you know. please! no children allowed to read this blog. anyway, i slept with him 2 hours before jake came back so there was no caught-in-the-act-naked thing. when wade has to go, i told him..

me: wade, i won't do that again with you.
wade: i don't think so (laughing)
me: im serious, we should not see each other anymore and you're not that good, you know?
wade: huh? anyway. i have to go, have to meet an investor. bye (and gave mee a peck on my left cheek)

what i feel that i'm at my lowest point of my life. wade made me feel empty that moment. i'm a maid, i have small apartment and i think all he wants with me is sex. i'm good with it, by the way. i'm a bummer.

it's me

since my boss or my "amo" is away from the town with his effing girlfriend, he told me to stay-in in his apartment for a couple of days. and i own his apartment, as of now. let's just pretend ok?

since this is my first post in my new blog, i will introduce myself first.

you might be wondering why yaya-diaries or confession of a yaya. yeah, i'm a maid. a maid with a very generous boss, jake. hottie jake, oh! here i am again, wishing to have this guy. he's out of reach although he confessed to me last month that he hired me because i'm pretty and hot. i won't deny that, i have a good-looking parents. i mean, i used to but i won't get emotional here. anyway, i used to be rich. yeah, filthy rich darling. but when my parents died, they left me nothing but the house. since i am the only daughter and our family doesn't have friends since my dad's a cruel man, i live ALONE. yeah, alone. i live with my ownself. after a few months of healing, i went wild. i partied, slept with cute guys, and do some crazy things. but i don't do drugs my friend, never. so, i lost lots of money, i lost the house and here i am, a maid of a multi-millionare bachelor who is in late 20s. his effing gf is damn lucky.

that's it for now, i have to feed mcrocky, his cuddly dog.
xiao!